she stood by as it fell apart, separate rooms and broken hearts, but I won't be the one to let you go.

So this blogpost is dedicated to Emma. Shoutout to my baby girl (who certaily did not write this herself).

She is the joy of my life, the reason why I drag myselF to school every dreadful day. I remember the first day we met. It was during JH1 boarding. Term 4. I remember it as if it was just yesterday. She stared silently at me as I made my unwelcome and unstated entrance into hui qin's room to take food from the cupboard. Her eyes followed me in and out of the door. I knew then,

<3

And so I quoted this word for word, including all the spelling errors and her excellent skills of typing on an android keyboard :P

I'm supposed to talk more about our love story (like add on to everything she praised herself about) but I might end up praising myself instead soooooooo

I love her lah ;)

I met her in JH1 boarding because THQ boarded with her, and I found her slightly scary and high XD so for our two terms of boarding, I think we said hi a few times, it was so awkward because our only link was Hui Qin (and she was asleep three quarters of the time).

I'm so so glad I got to know this girl this year, I love sitting with her in Math and in all my other classes in Term 1!! S.A.F.E and Saved :')

She's one of the main reasons my perspective of 301 started to change for the better, and I had a lot of bad days this year (especially in term 1), but her jokes/singing/talking/presence makes me so much happier, thanks so much bby girl :*

The way she chases after God is amazing, I really admire it :))
I guess I'm hesitant about sharing the fact that I'm a believer with people, but I'm glad I got the chance to do so with Emma, and it really felt good :-)

I love watching her draw in class (oops creepy) and singing with her and we all know who sings better ;)))

She sings, she dances, she draws, and that's wonderful, but what I love most about her is how genuine she is and how she's not afraid to show her love for the people and things around her :)

It's still funny how we never talked for two years and suddenly when we are in a new class we (I) start to talk to new people xD Honestly, I'm really lucky to have met this girl, I may not show it but she made my day so many times, like took my mind off my worries for hours and made things so much better :)

Love you bby girl <3

MYEs are over!! :D

Exactly six months and one day ago, it was homeroom day.

(reading all the blog posts and rewatching the video when I was supposed to study for AH :P )

5 months have flew past so fast, and you feel that rush, that need to grow up, to catch up with time. But you can't bring your lazy ass to do it. Or you just don't want to.

Summary of the first five months of 2014:

- 301

I think things are starting to get better here; I'm adapting fine to it, but there are only a couple of people I'm close to here, namely the buskers and a few others I knew beforehand. But it's nice talking to Claire almost every night in boarding, and Emma when we were sitting together in term 1! They are very genuine people :) I would really like to know the rest better, but it's still awkward and all /: I guess since we have four years together, we can take it slow ba :) it's worlds apart as compared to how I met the JH4s, when things got so much better really fast! 

Just two days ago, THQ shared something with the buskers, which made me feel really guilty about my attitude towards my new class, and it taught me a lot, honestly. 

- Prep for Nats/ NSCC 2014/Post-nats

This little journey so far has been wonderful, so blessed to have grown close to these girls :') every single week leading up to the competition, you learn new things, changes occur, and every little thing brings us closer together, I think that's pretty magical ;) and even though I hardly see you girls after nats anymore, cos of step down and being in different exam halls, those moments when we see each other or when we text on the phone, it's special, still :) nothings beats talking face to face, must go out soon ah! 

- Ass-2-weeks

Don't know if I should be happy that assweek ends much earlier this year, or be upset that it starts one week after step down. I think out of all the LIBs, I complain about ass week the most :P I see the way the rest study, with all their notes spread out on the table, while I just bring down my laptop, a few notes, a pen, food and my phone.

Results are coming back next week I think, so gonna party hard every day for now :P Went out with THQ and Megan after AH paper to watch Spidey at Lido!! The buskers only go to two places for outings: Lido or National Library. It has to be fair, so everyone must travel XP

Training starts next monday after three weeks of eating.

Unrelated but I've always liked Crookshanks (and Mrs.Norris too)