Just received an SMS from Celeste that Jiawen will be taking our attendance and will be relaying announcements to all the JH2 girls. I guess she will be the canoeing captain of the C girls.
Don't get me wrong. Jiawen will be a great captain. She has great potential, in academics, sports and leadership. I'm happy for her. She deserves this totally. And I guess she's the best choice out of all of us.
I just wished that it was me. I know, I don't talk that much to the seniors, I didn't go down much during the holidays, but I really wanted to be the captain. Jiawen knows everyone really well, so it's expected that she will be captain.
I'm not up to it, I guess. I'm not sure if captains can change, but Jiawen is a good choice, and she won't falter or anything. I don't want her to falter either. I really love her as a friend. She's been really good to all of us.
Do I have the potential? I'm not as fast as Jiawen, I'm not as outspoken to people, but I can warm up to others once they warm up to me too. I never showed much of my personality to the seniors or teachers, in case they will hate me or something. Guess old things die hard. Just like how I was an outsider in primary school.
I believe I can do what Jiawen can do. She's good, and I'll go all the way too. She's older than me by a few days so I look up to her as my jiejie in a way :) I'm happy for you sis, but sometimes one can wish...
Heart and Soul, Go the Distance. I still love all of you <3
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