this chapter should never end: Onederland

Today is 6th October. Twenty-six days left.

I haven't registered it yet. And I never will.

I know there will be so much tears, and so many more words will be left hanging there, unsaid.

I have so much to tell them about. To laugh, to cry, or to just listen and understand. The oneders are so perfect in so many ways, but we'll have to say goodbye. So soon.

We made promises that we'll stay close, stay bonded, stay happy, but in reality, we will go our separate ways one day.

Some of us will be novelists. Some will be firefighters. Some will be dragon slayers. It doesn't matter what we choose, because I know we'll always support each other's dreams. And maybe, we'll still fulfill them together, as oh-one.

I hope you won't forget the times when we smiled.
I hope you won't forget the times when we laughed.
I hope you won't forget the times we talked.
And I hope you won't forget the times we cried.

We did so much together, as as family.

Oh-one was a class to me at the start. But they are my family now. My second home, my refuge from my troubles.

I know that as the time passes, we will talk less, smile less, laugh less, and maybe not even say hi to each other at all. It's the truth that we'll drift. But just remember that I would NEVER forget you.

There are 2 songs that describes this scene.

Louis's line in Best Song Ever:

You know, I know, you know I'll remember you
And I know, you know, I know you'll remember me
And you know, I know, you know I'll remember you 
And I know, you know, I hope you remember how we dance...

That's what's gonna happen to us. No matter how much time has passed, I know that we'll never forget this family. 

Daylight by Maroon 5:

Here I am waiting, I'll have to leave soon 
Why am I still holding on? 
We knew this day would come, we knew it all along 
How did it, come so fast? 
This is our last night but it's late, 
And I'm trying not to sleep 
Cause I know, when I wake, I will have to slip away 
And when the daylight comes, I'll have to go 
But tonight I'm gonna hold you so close 
Cause in the daylight, we'll be on our own 
But tonight I need to hold you so close.
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The sky is getting bright, the stars are burning out 
Somebody slow it down .
This is way too hard, cause I know,
When the sun comes up, I will leave. 
This is my last glance, that will soon be memory.

I know this isn't the actual meaning of daylight, but this is how I perceive it.
This depicts everything I'm feeling now. I don't want to go, but I have to move on.

This sounds like a relationship ending, but believe me, it's so much more. It's letting go of your family, like 离家出走.

We're not a class, we are a family.
We watched each other grow up through these two years.

I'm just so proud of my oneders. I just want them to be happy, and that's all that matters to me.

From this:

To This

And this

I wish we will never grow up and stay like this, stuck in this time, stuck with this age, and happy together in this family.

A wish that will never come true.

But just know that each and every one of you means so much to me.

I will never have enough time to finish telling the tale of the oneders.

But it's okay. In my heart, I know that one day, we'll meet up and talk about the old times and laugh over it. Just like how it happened before.

Those little quirks about each other made us learn to love people along the way.

Onederland legacy will always live on.

Always.

And to the oneders: It's okay to cry because I will too.
Thank you for making me happy. :)