"all our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them." -Walt Disney

(And when the words left your mouth)
It won't leave my heart, until the day we prove you wrong.

The atmosphere just changed the moment he asked, "Where's your fight?"

It was a normal debrief. And the icy feeling creeps up your skin so suddenly, the back of your hairs stand up so abruptly, and you look down at your knees as you feel your heart sinking.

Disappointment. Despair. And for a moment, confusion.

Have we not fought?

There's a difference between "lost" and "lacking".

And honestly, I thought it was better.

I never knew how things were really like till not long ago, but things seemed to look better, and brighter, than before.

Then the question came. 

Is it me?

It was a quiet time in the toilet.

In a way, the tension was thick. 

I didn't know what to do, or what to say.

When I saw their faces in the light, the guilt just pours in.

They told me not to worry.

But I can't help it but to do so.
And it's my responsibility.
There's a lot on their plate too, I know they are stressed, they just don't want to show it to me.
But I can see it. We are a team, we get through it together.
I just want them to be happy, I believe that's the most important thing.

With time, everything's going to be alright.

We will fight together.

We aren't just having a dream.

We are going to work hard, we're going to give our all.

And it will come true.

Because we are doing this for each other.

We have our fair share of good days and bad days.

What that matters is how we get through it.

And that we know we are not alone in it.

Maybe I have no say in this.

But.

I believe we never lost the fire.

I believe we never lost the fight.

I believe we never lost the desire.

I believe we never lost the team spirit.

I believe we never stopped the dream from happening.

Maybe it's not shown to everyone.

But it's there. And we know it.

Like what Yingrui said, it never left.

"It didn't leave, hasn't left, and never will."

I'll never doubt this statement.

We are strong.

We'll trust each other.

We can do this.

We will do this.