Jiawen -
Thank you for being there all these while, for bearing with all my rants, it really means a lot darl ;) you are a really precious friend, one whose so alike to me, like a lost twin sister. So many times we had ran to each other, cried with each other, and all the talks over a lot of food meant so much to me. I know we've been drifting, but believe me, everything that happened between us was meant to be, and I really hope we can find the time this holidays to talk once more. I know you're afraid, I'm afraid too, but you know that we met each other for a reason. You say that you don't know how to cope alone, but truth is, you're never alone. It's hard to show it, but every single training I go for, I'll think of you, and don't say that you 'left', because deep down, you never did to me. I promise that you won't lose me, because I can't bear to lose you either. We need each other, I know that, and where ever you go, I won't be far. I promise that you won't lose me to anything, or anyone. I am happy, you have to know that you are part of this happiness. Please take care of yourself too, I don't want to see you being hurt, not at all. We're never too far apart. I love you so much dear, and I'll always keep the promise of being your pillar of strength.
Thank you for being there all these while, for bearing with all my rants, it really means a lot darl ;) you are a really precious friend, one whose so alike to me, like a lost twin sister. So many times we had ran to each other, cried with each other, and all the talks over a lot of food meant so much to me. I know we've been drifting, but believe me, everything that happened between us was meant to be, and I really hope we can find the time this holidays to talk once more. I know you're afraid, I'm afraid too, but you know that we met each other for a reason. You say that you don't know how to cope alone, but truth is, you're never alone. It's hard to show it, but every single training I go for, I'll think of you, and don't say that you 'left', because deep down, you never did to me. I promise that you won't lose me, because I can't bear to lose you either. We need each other, I know that, and where ever you go, I won't be far. I promise that you won't lose me to anything, or anyone. I am happy, you have to know that you are part of this happiness. Please take care of yourself too, I don't want to see you being hurt, not at all. We're never too far apart. I love you so much dear, and I'll always keep the promise of being your pillar of strength.
Rebecca -
Even if we've known each other for around three months or so, I'm really glad we got so close, I'll never forget all those deep talks we had in the middle of the night in boarding :) Thank you for sharing so much to me, for showing me a different perspective I'll always remember. Thank you for the advice you gave, when I was troubled, and all those times you made bad things seem good in the light. You are one of the strongest person I've met, your story is so different from the rest, thank you for sharing it with me. I hope that I've made you happier, made you get over it, and always remember that I've got your back! I know it's hard, but there are always people out there who care, you must know that :) we can't please everyone in this world, so just let those people lead their shallow lives, and put them at the back of your head. Marilyn Monroe once said, "I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
I love you Bobo <3 (btw I named my water bottle after you!)
The B Girls aka the The 8 Princesses -
Honestly, I never thought that I would be writing this now, but this month changed a lot of things. First thing they did for me was to let me know that everything's gonna be alright, and that really makes a difference. Because my mind was so conflicted, but when they stepped in, it just changed. They took me along, something I'll always be grateful for, and the most important thing is that they are very genuine people; they're willing to listen to you anywhere, anytime. I used to be terrified of them; I saw them as a bunch of monsters who scared the hell out of me, but right now, when many things change, your perspective of people change a lot too. They are really amazing people, they fight for each other, they love others who they are; it's not what you find everyday, let alone a whole group of them. They are a family.
Those times before and after training, lunch times, playing jenga, sleeping in the weights room, doing ergo, or just having fun; all those little things add up to who we are now. Yingrui and Celeste are really good listeners, and the advice they give mean a lot. Thank you for today's HTHT :) it showed me a lot. Choowei and Risa are a couple, they show their affection very openly, they are very fun people to be with (I haven't forgotten being wrapped in masking tape and turning into ironman and the Big Chest Program) ;P Ruiting has a lot to talk about, especially when she sits beside my Patrick :) her views are unique, it opens up your mind. Baohui and Christine are really happy people, they smile so much, and they're really easy to talk to, something I appreciate very much. Every single one of them made a huge difference in this short period of time, I never thought it was going to happen. And the fact that you know they are always behind you, and they keep telling me that I'm not going to be alone with the juniors. It's very heartwarming to hear them say that, to know that you are being cared for.
They are really special, very dear to me, they've met my bobo, leaned against my William, farted on my Daniels and slept on my Danielles. And of course, unknowingly, touched my Patrick. I just love them lah <3
Even if we've known each other for around three months or so, I'm really glad we got so close, I'll never forget all those deep talks we had in the middle of the night in boarding :) Thank you for sharing so much to me, for showing me a different perspective I'll always remember. Thank you for the advice you gave, when I was troubled, and all those times you made bad things seem good in the light. You are one of the strongest person I've met, your story is so different from the rest, thank you for sharing it with me. I hope that I've made you happier, made you get over it, and always remember that I've got your back! I know it's hard, but there are always people out there who care, you must know that :) we can't please everyone in this world, so just let those people lead their shallow lives, and put them at the back of your head. Marilyn Monroe once said, "I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
I love you Bobo <3 (btw I named my water bottle after you!)
The B Girls aka the The 8 Princesses -
Honestly, I never thought that I would be writing this now, but this month changed a lot of things. First thing they did for me was to let me know that everything's gonna be alright, and that really makes a difference. Because my mind was so conflicted, but when they stepped in, it just changed. They took me along, something I'll always be grateful for, and the most important thing is that they are very genuine people; they're willing to listen to you anywhere, anytime. I used to be terrified of them; I saw them as a bunch of monsters who scared the hell out of me, but right now, when many things change, your perspective of people change a lot too. They are really amazing people, they fight for each other, they love others who they are; it's not what you find everyday, let alone a whole group of them. They are a family.
Those times before and after training, lunch times, playing jenga, sleeping in the weights room, doing ergo, or just having fun; all those little things add up to who we are now. Yingrui and Celeste are really good listeners, and the advice they give mean a lot. Thank you for today's HTHT :) it showed me a lot. Choowei and Risa are a couple, they show their affection very openly, they are very fun people to be with (I haven't forgotten being wrapped in masking tape and turning into ironman and the Big Chest Program) ;P Ruiting has a lot to talk about, especially when she sits beside my Patrick :) her views are unique, it opens up your mind. Baohui and Christine are really happy people, they smile so much, and they're really easy to talk to, something I appreciate very much. Every single one of them made a huge difference in this short period of time, I never thought it was going to happen. And the fact that you know they are always behind you, and they keep telling me that I'm not going to be alone with the juniors. It's very heartwarming to hear them say that, to know that you are being cared for.
They are really special, very dear to me, they've met my bobo, leaned against my William, farted on my Daniels and slept on my Danielles. And of course, unknowingly, touched my Patrick. I just love them lah <3
We have never lost the fight.
On a side note, go read The Underneath, it's a very beautiful and poetic book :)
I'm touched Blobby :')
ReplyDeleteHere's a beautiful quote for you from a book I just read,
“Never lose faith in yourself, and never lose hope; remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back, there is still always hope.”
Stay strong blobfish xx